Captured

What on earth is going on? More and more I see an obsession with “beauty” and with “self”. Captured by the appearance of self. A desire to be idealized? A desire based on appearance rather than real effort, intelligence, study, achievement or anything other than appearance and “sexuality”. What has created this obsession? Because of…

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We are made to heal from our trauma. Childhood sexual trauma sets us up for difficulties that include addiction and violence and a general lack of success until we can heal.

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Child Development and Identity

Childhood from birth until adulthood includes the development of identity. Initially, a secure identity requires a calm, warm, consistent, holding experience that relates to the baby and basic needs. Those needs include good nutrition, a warm, safe bed, and consistent, calm holding, love, and care that the baby can feel. A secure experience allows the…

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Another consequence of GRIEF

A consequence of my own grief was that it shattered my own MK Ultra type programming.  Suddenly I was in a reality where my government, my social structure, my friends and family no longer made any sense to me.  The son I had raised died of a heroin overdose.  How does this happen?  How does…

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Child Trafficking

Reno v. American Civil Liberties Union, 521 U.S. 844 (1997), was a landmark decision of the US Supreme Court unanimously ruling that anti-indecency provisions of the 1996 Communications Decency Act (CDA) violated the First Amendment’s guarantee of freedom of speech. Two Justices concurred in part and dissented in part to the decision. This was the…

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